Before I Speak: Derrida, Foucault, and the Problem of Beginning
1. Before I Speak “I have but one language—yet that language is not mine.” (Derrida, Monolingualism of the other ) Derrida’s sentence sounds like a contradiction. To have a language normally means to speak it, to use it, perhaps even to regard it as part of who one is. Yet Derrida immediately withdraws the possession his words seem to claim. He has one language, but that language is not his. Foucault begins from a different image: “I should have preferred to become aware that a nameless voice was already speaking long before me…” (Foucault, The order of discourse ) Here the disturbance concerns not possession but beginning. Foucault imagines a voice that was already speaking before he arrived, so that he would not have to occupy the position of the one who starts. The two sentences do not make the same argument. But they disturb a common assumption: that when I speak, I begin with myself. I imagine myself as the speaker who has something to say, finds the words for it, an...